There are times where I will ...

There are times where I will feel lonely as if I dun belong to anyway, as if I’m homeless & as if I’m alone all along. I do realize I’m actually have all these wonderful people around me and so I keep on asking my self , what do I seek? I dunno, that is the only thing I can say. I hope I can finally find an answer for this. I hope I can navigate out of this sea of darkness, of confusion & insecurities by my own. I hope to grow up so I will soon realize that there is actually no one I need but me. There is actually nothing I seek but me. But is the me I’ve been trying to reach really me??? Lord, gimme a sign…I really need to talk to you Lord ,Since the last time we talked the work has been hard
Now I know you haven't left me But I feel like I'm alone
I'm a big boy now but I'm still not grown
And I'm still going through it ,Pain and the hurt
Soaking up trouble like rain in the dirt. And I know! Only I can stop the rain
Wit just the mention of my saviors name, IN THE NAME OF JESUS!
Devil I rebuke you for what I go through, And trying make me do what I used to

But all that stops right here, As long as the Lords in my life I will have no fear
I will know no pain from the light to the dark
I will show no shame spit it right from the heart
Cause its right from the start, But you held me down
And ain't nothing they can tell me now
Lord give me a sign!!!

Let me know whats on your mind, Let me know what I'm gone find
Its all the time, Show me how to teach the mind, Show me how to reach the blind
Lord give me a sign!
Show me what I gots to do, To bring me closer to you, Cause I'm gonna go through
What ever you want me to, Just let me know what to do
Lord give me a sign!!!