imbalanced?

I know I sensed sth different in the way she look me in her eyes , I hope that is sth positive for god sake . Will I be too aggressive at times ? I’m worry that I will somehow scare her off by that . Just … pls dun happen . I wanted to know what she is thinking to know if I’m right based on my notions , to know what she wants & … to know where I stand … My day start off by tiredness & I lost my balance for a few times when I’m walking in campus as if I got tripped and nearly fall down & kiss the ground . Anyhow , I felt happy for seeing her just a little bit disappointed when I failed to give her a big warm hug of mine while I’m telling her how thankful & grateful I’m for her kindness . It might seems nth 2 her but for me , it means a lot … a lot … what is unspoken finally spoke out . I felf kinda relief . I know what to do next do , YOU will always be a part of my heart . Love you … hope u’ll be happy always and you will have me in ur shadow (everywere u go)…Am I just got outta this never ending recycle of stand & fall , fall & restand in meeting some1 , in searching for a r’ship ?