finally cheered up =) yeah

I went to queensbay with a few of my friends including Jason , Vincent , Melvin , Angela & Yen to havr lunch at NAndo’s . I feel really sorry cuz I’m unable to talk much as I’m feeling kinda dizzy , almost fainting I would say . Thank u all for alwiz being nice to me =) Love Y’all !!! Yen invited us to some beach side for outing the day after tmr as a celebration to her birthday which is just around the corner . After they left , I just roamed around alone to look for sth . Din reli get wat I wan though .. I went back to my hostel with Vincent & was hoping to take a nap .before I go out again later with Nyok Yin =) Man , I NEED A BREAK . I’m TOO TIRED !!! I wonder what will ching ask us to do tonight during meeting but I’m pretty sure it has sth to do with the NLDS ’07 which was hosted at UM 1 month ago . Guess I won’t know what is inside of the box till then =) What do I seek ? I think even me my self have no answer on that . So , I’ll just have to row & row & row my boat until I finally manage to navigate out of this confusion . Good luck capten vance , ahoy !!! My friend asked me what will I do if there happens to be just a tornado nearby ? Now I feel that I’m inside a tornado where I lost my way & can do nothing beside being pulled into the same spot , recycling again & again . When I’m down , I’ll think of what is said by Dale Carnegie(I think I din spell wrongly,hopefully haha) in some of his all-time masterpiece & the spirit of Michael Jordan which never gives up . They are some pep I always look up to . I wanna achieve my aims , I wan it badly & desperately as if I’m looking for an oasis when I’m lost in the meddle of desert . OUR DREAMS AND OUR ASPIRATIONS ARE OUR INVITATIONS TO SET NEW GOALS , ATTEMPT NEW TASKS , DARE TO TRAVEL WITHOUT COURSES . WE EACH HAVE GIFTS TO OFFER OUR FELLOW-TRAVELERS , BUT MUST FREQUENTLY NEED ENCOURAGEMENT TO RECOGNIZE OUR OWN STRENGTHS AND TALENTS . That day will soon to come , soon …